Time off - time flies

So I am off this Monday and Tuesday from work. It feels good to have a 4 day weekend! We don't really have anything planned but since I'm not sure if we will be taking any vacation, it will have to do.
I will be 4 months tomorrow. Wow...time is going fast and slow at the same time.
I am getting bigger already. I will have to post a new pic soon. And I am feeling like a big fattie, before I lost my weight. When nothing I tried on fit right and I was always uncomfortable. So I am already wearing some maternity clothes. I have a friend who lent me a bin full of clothes, so I don't have to go out and buy a whole lot - even though I want to.
I have bought a few pieces. But since hubby is still not working, I'm not buying too much.
We are also in the process of getting ready to paint the baby's room. It's going to be a pale green. DH doesn't want a sage green, he says it is a little on the dark side for the baby. We will see.
And we did buy our first baby thing - a diaper bag. It is so cute! I'm not talented enough this early in the morning to post a pic of it lol. But it is brown/beige with bright colours and a bear. Very neutral and not too frou-frou! Which if you know me, I'm not so much a frou-frou person. There's actually a bedding set that goes with it. So I think that's the route we are going to go. I have seen some gorgeous bedding but I can't justify spending 300$ for a set that will barely get used since the blanket is not even used in the bed lol.

Dang that PCOS!!!

So the symptoms are back. I have been off the Metformin for 5 weeks and I feel the difference. I'm not complaining, that's for sure. I am just surprised that they came back. Everything I had read about PCOS is that once you lose weight, your symptoms fade and even go away. Not the case for me I guess.
I feel like I'm blowing up. And it's hard to say if it is baby or if it is PCOS. I would like to say baby - so for now we will stick with this :)
I have my 2nd OB appointment on Tuesday, so I am looking forward to it. My DH will be able to come with me again, which I love. We aren't sure if it will be another US or just the heartbeat. Either way, it will be great to hear/see Baby Hammie again.

On another topic, we did the coolest thing today. My MIL called this morning and invited us to the airport (it's a little local one - nothing commercial), where they were offering an all you can eat breakfast outdoors and then if you wanted to, you could sign up and take a spin in a little Cessna. So my DH and FIL took a spin. Neither of them have flown, so they were ecstatic!!! They said it was crazy fun. It was a gorgeous day out here for it. So cool, when I lived back in the city, I don't think there was ever something that cool to do!! Yay for the country life lol.

Will I ever be able to enjoy this???

Even though we had our appointment not too long ago and saw baby Hammie moving all over the place, every once in a while I worry. I wonder if everything is still OK. I have my next OB appointment in one week but it's going to be long until then. I keep worrying that since my symptoms are gone, that it is not a good sign. I check my belly for where it is hard and convince myself its gone. So I have my DH check it. He says it's fine.
Maybe all the obstacles we went through to get to this point makes me feel like it just isn't happening.
On the other hand, I know that the baby is fine. And I don't worry about every little twinge.
I guess it is still sinking in that we are actually pregnant. 14 weeks today.
Wow.
I just have to keep my thoughts positive....we have a baby coming!