Monday, May 25, 2009

Worries...lots of worries

AF showed her face finally, I'm on CD2. My cycle just keeps getting longer and longer and I don't know what to do or what to think about it. I'm so frustrated. I was hoping that once we decided to start working on baby #2, that it would be on our terms. That maybe this time we wouldn't have to have any help. I'm pretty down about it. Really down about it actually.
And I just can't seem to get enough sleep. I'm ALWAYS tired. And my being tired doesn't help me get going on the working out. It's such a crazy circle. I think we would like to start trying for baby #2 by August. I think that's the plan. So I've got to get my cycle under control sooner rather than later.
A family friend that I've known all my life as "Aunty" is moving from her large home to a 2 bedroom apt. She was unable to have children and her hubby passed away, so my Dad (and my bro and I) are all she really has left. And my bro is working on getting himself organized, so it will be myself and my hubby going to the south shore at least once a day on the weekend for the next few weeks to help pack and move. She needs to be out of the house by the 20th of June. My Dad also needs our help to fix up his house because it is in need of some TLC. Then we have our house to work on, it DESPERATELY needs to be painted. And of course, our cottage needs to be completely cleaned, inside and out.
And in the middle of all this, I want to have some time to do my sewing.
We'll see how this summer goes. I think it's going to go by way too fast.
But as my hubby said, just take one day at a time. I'm going to try.

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